Introduction to My Personal Spiritual Journey

Let me just start out by saying that it has been a wild ride! I still feel so new to the ideas that I have been learning about in order to expand my growth and knowledge of the Universe. There are many things that I still do not fully understand, but I'm here and I'm in it and I want to share what I'm learning and experiencing with others!

I was brought up Christian but rather loosely. I wasn't "raised in the church" like many individuals that I know. I remember being very young and knowing of the concept of God, but I never fully understood what that meant until my preteens. My great-grandmother, bless her heart, had me recite the sinners prayer more times than I can recount during my early childhood before she passed. It was her passing that led me to going to church. I wanted to know and understand the God that she worshiped and loved so dearly. However, as I've gotten older and have been burned by church after church, I truly started to see the corruption within a faith system that has so much potential to truly lead people to a greater understanding of love. I didn't and still don't understand why so many Christians who profess the name of Jesus act like the religious leaders from the days of Christ.

I am actually still a Christian. I choose to not allow others' opinions define my faith or the false teachings passed down throughout the generations to influence what I believe in my spirit to be false. I am currently an active participant in an Assemblies of God church. Yes, I know.. The AoG has it's own corruption but it's the closest faith system that I've found thus far that preaches some merit of truth about the Universe. I still believe in God and the Trinity. I believe that Jesus is in fact God incarnate and that He died for our "sins". However, how I look at Jesus and his purpose within his human experience is a little different than what is taught in many churches. To me Jesus was a prophet, a teacher, and a healer. He knew how to harness energy and use it's power because He was—as I stated before—God incarnate. I think we get too caught up on Jesus being our Savior because so many of us are stuck in our egos. The shame and guilt we experience and suffer from because of a society built on unjust societal norms that cater to specific groups and individuals leads so many of us to wishing that we could just be saved. In my opinion, I don't believe Jesus rescued any of us from our wrongdoings. I do, however, believe that he made a way for us to break through our egos in order to ascend into "heaven". Jesus modeled to all of us what it would look like to live a higher vibrational life outside of our egos—which keeps us stuck in the victim/abuser mindset. 

The Bible often makes references to what we now know are the 12 laws of the Universe. 

"A man reaps what he sows. Whoever sows to please their flesh, from the flesh will reap destruction; whoever sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up” (Galatians 6:7–9). 

The phrase "you reap what you sow" is from Galatians 6:7-9. This verse is talking about the law of cause and effect. We often loosely refer to this idea as "karma" and you may hear me reference "karma" often in readings, but this is simply because we don't yet have better language to describe this cause-and-effect action that takes place within the Universe. But regardless, every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Newton was on to something, wasn't he?

I was also "baptized in the Spirit" and received the gift of tongues which I now believe was an experience that allowed my Third Eye to open further to bring out an ancient light language (or multiple). This gift I was granted propelled my faith in a way I didn't know that I needed. Ever since I was a young kid, I couldn't muster the words to pray. I always felt silly and rather narcissistic. I knew that there was a heaviness in my heart and throat, but I had no idea how to release this pent up emotion. This gift has allowed me the ability to open up my heart and throat chakra in a way I never realized I needed until I could. When I open my mouth to sing or pray in tongues, it simply flows. I feel every emotion expressed and occasionally my intuition allows me glimpses into what I am speaking and praying about. In some cases, it's simply just worship in a language that is pure, holy, and free of my human ego. 

I truly feel blessed to have opened my mind to the truth that so many throughout history have tried to hide from us. This is just a small taste of what I've learned thus far and I'm excited to share more wisdom with you all. I truly feel like a novice—or page of wands iykwim—along this fools' journey. My intention and prayer is that those who are meant to join me in this journey will be lead here in order to feel at home and safe. This is all about growth and ascension on a larger than life scale. This is about changing history for the future generations to know the truth once again.

As always,

Love, Light, and Blessings